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THE TRUTH
ABOUT EVE
I
am Eve. Last night, Adam and I made love under a waterfall. First time we tried that. Water sprinkled
over rocks onto our bodies. It’s
definitely my favorite way. We made love more times than I can remember since I
was created.
Today,
Adam and I studied ants. Adam is naming all the animals. I go with him, but I
don’t study the animals. I spend my time thinking in abstractions to understand
life.
God created me six glorious years
ago. Each year means one rotation around
the Sun, and each rotation means the stars return to their first position. It’s difficult to explain since I studied it only
for the past two years. In the beginning, I measured time by the shifting
shapes of the moon, but then I discovered years better for longer periods. Time
is the word I use to tell the difference between what is happening now
in this spot and what happened yesterday in this spot. If there was no
time then everything would happen at the same time.
Adam
said he liked the idea. When he talked to God about it, God said, “A day is
like a thousand years, and a thousands years are like a day.” God is different
from us and doesn’t see time the way we do. When God looks at the Earth, he
sees history happening at the same time. Time helps Adam and I keep
track of events.
After Adam finishes studying, we pick fruit and search for a spot to watch the sunset. Thick garden plants often force us to climb trees to see the close of day. Other times we find a cliff and hanging our feet over the edge, we gaze as the blue sky is painted over with brilliant colors purple, pink, orange, red. Orange blossoms fill the evening air with fragrance.
To
organize my mind, I categorize things. When I make a discovery, I put it into a
category where I can study it in relation to the similar discoveries. I learned how many creatures create new
creatures. This does not involve God creating a new creature. There are several
different methods of procreating. Adam discovered procreation and asked me to
categorize the methods. He often needs my help; I am happy giving it.
Whenever
I make a discovery, I talk it over with Adam seeing if he has seen it. If it is
too hard to grasp, which often happens, then we decide to ask God. God comes
down and walks in the garden in the mornings occasionally. Rarely God will answer our questions;
instead he tells us to keep studying and figure it out ourselves.
I
study all the time. I must understand this world into which I am created. Adam
was here, from my calculations, for three years before I was created. God made
me from a rib of his. Adam was very happy when I was created. He likes me better than anything else in
this world. I like him very much too, and we like doing things together and
understand the world together.
Two
trees stand in the middle garden. One is green and large; the other is silver
and small. I often sit in sight of them after a long day of studying. The grass
stops 300 feet from their bases. They stand with the tips of their branches
almost touching each other.
Animals
don’t crawl on their branches, and birds don’t nest there. The fruit of the
trees hangs from the branches, and no creatures go near it. Pale-yellow oval
fruit, big as bread plants, hangs from the green tree. Aqua-blue smaller fruit
hangs from the silver tree’s. The trees give off a glow, which is why I like
coming here after sunset.
“Are you looking at it
again?” Adam says, gazing at the green tree.
“Yes.”
“You shouldn’t”
“Why?” I say.
“Because God forbade us to
eat from it. If we do, we’ll die,” Adam says.
“What does dying mean?”
“It means not being here
anymore,” he says.
“What about the other tree?”
“That’s the tree of life. It
gives you eternal life.”
And
yet we both find ourselves drawn here. The soft glow grows as the night slowly
darkens. I lay my head back against his chest and look up at the star laden sky
for a few moments before I turn my eyes back to the luminescence of the trees.
Then
a shadow begins to descend the green tree winding its way down from near the
top. It’s long and thin. I sit up and wonder what kind of creature could be
there. I look at Adam sleeping, and then slowly crawl closer to the edge where
the grass stops. The shadow moves quickly towards me. As it gets closer, I see
its glowing eyes and its long cylinder shaped body with small legs. A serpent. Adam and I studied them before,
but this one has intelligence in his green eyes. Its skin is a dark green. It stops ten feet from me, head raised.
Disbelief widens my eyes. Animals don’t act like this.
Opening
its mouth, words emerge, "Did God
really say, 'You must not eat from any tree in the garden'?"
"We
may eat fruit from the trees in the garden, but God did say, 'You must not eat
fruit from the tree that is in the middle of the garden, or you will die.'
"
"You
will not surely die," the serpent says.
"For God knows that when you eat of it,” he looks at the green tree
he just descended and continues, “your eyes will be opened, and you will be
like God, knowing good and evil."
Knowing
good and evil? The serpent crawled past me and then passed sleeping Adam. I sat
back down next to him. A strange
encounter, and I almost wonder if it was a dream. No animal spoke before. This
one talks and says strange things. He says God doesn’t want us to be like him.
God knows all. How many times have I wanted God to tell me things, but he
wouldn’t? If I eat of it, I will know all.
The
green tree’s fruit contains all the knowledge I have been looking for, and the
silver tree has eternal life. Being like God sounds very good. I stand up, walk
towards the huge green tree. As I get closer, its branches begin to over hang
me. Not many leaves cover the glowing green bark and the yellow fruit. I close
in on a low branch near the trunk and reach out my shaking hand. I reassure myself:
soon I’ll be like God. I smile. God won’t be able to do anything about it. I
take the fruit. It’s huge and heavy. I pull hard to rip it from the tree. The
skin is soft to the touch. Still glowing softly, it comes off and I fall
backwards from the snap. I look over and see Adam sitting awake. I walk over to
him holding the hefty fruit in my hands. Sap drips out of the broken stem. Its
smell is between rhubarb and pineapple.
“We
shall be like God!” I say loudly as I open my mouth and sink my front teeth
into the soft skin. Sweet as honey the fruit dissolves on my tongue. I hand it
to Adam, and with no hesitation he takes a bite too.
Even
as I swallow the fruit, as it moves down my throat to my stomach, I feel
strange awareness. I look at Adam and I notice he is naked. No thick fur covers
his brown skin. I feel a flush of indignation. I look down at my breasts and
stomach which also are bare. I am embarrassed. My body looks different to me. I
never realized how awkward my breasts were, or how my thighs appeared. I
dropped the fruit and looked at my body. It was, well, it was completely
naked!
“I
am naked!” I scream.
“Me
too! We need to make coverings quickly. Follow me.” Adam says.
We run through the garden until we find a fig tree,
and using vines we sew the leaves together making garments. We sit staring at
the ground. I am waiting for it to happen. Either we are going to die or we are
going to become like God. I rock back and forth, my arms wrapped around my
knees. Anxiety of God finding out fills me with dread. I now understand death,
to be gone and non-existent here. I don’t want to die.
Adam is quietly staring at the ground
with wide eyes. His silence annoys me. He and I talk about everything. Now he
is too afraid to talk to me.
“Adam.”
I say sharply.
He
looks at me with those wide panicked eyes and swallows hard, “What.” He says.
“What
are we going to do when God comes?” I ask trying to sound innocent. I
understand the meaning of innocent now that I have lost it.
“Why
are you asking me? This was your idea.” He says. Anger grows in me
steadily as the dawn slowly comes.
Still
staring ground ward filled with hate and fear, we hear God walking through the
garden. We both get up and run in opposite directions away from the sound.
Terror fills me as I run. Then he speaks, "Where are you?" I stop running and listen. I faintly hear
Adam answering, "I heard you in the garden, and I was afraid because I was
naked; so I hid."
God
says, "Who told you that you were naked? Have you eaten from the tree that
I commanded you not to eat from?"
I sneak closer to hear what Adam will say, "The woman you put here
with me-she gave me some fruit from the tree, and I ate it."
I
get up and run over to where Adam is, so outraged at his betrayal. I notice Adam
is lying on the ground with his face in the dirt. I stand right next to Adam
and fling my head back to look up at, at …at the Almighty. I am struck dumb at
his brightness. I stand there and say nothing.
Then
God says to me, "What is this you have done?" I tremble with fear at
his booming voice. I fall down and lay on the ground next to Adam. In the quietest voice muffled by the dirt I
manage to squeak, "The serpent deceived me, and I ate."
Then
I lift my head a little and see him – the serpent moving along on his small
legs in his wave like movement, which first enraptured me. He looks at me with
a smile in his green eyes. His tongue comes out and slithers; then is sucked
back in.
God says to the serpent, "Because you have done this,
"Cursed are you above all the livestock
and all the wild animals!
You will crawl on your belly
and you will eat dust
all the days of your life.
And I will put enmity
between you and the woman,
and between your offspring and hers;
he will crush your head,
and you will strike his heel."
God then says to me,
"I will greatly increase your pains in childbearing;
with pain you will give birth to children.
Your desire will be for your husband,
and he will rule over you."
To Adam he says, "Because you
listened to your wife and ate from the tree about which I commanded you, 'You
must not eat of it,'
"Cursed is the ground because of you;
through painful toil you will eat of it
all the days of your life.
It will produce thorns and thistles for you,
and you will eat the plants of the field.
By the sweat of your brow
you will eat your food
until you return to the ground,
since from it you were taken;
for dust you are
and to dust you will return." 1
God
stops and all is silent. I lay there thinking about how pleased the serpent
looked when I hear animals moving near by. I look and see two deer nibbling
grass. God moves his hand over them. Their heads lift up, and then they fall to
the ground lifeless. We are next, I think quivering.
The skin comes off of the
animals leaving bright red corpses. I never saw anything like it before. The
skins separate into pieces in midair, and are sewn with sinews from the
animals. The garments hang in midair and we get up and take them.
God
says, "The man has now become like one of us, knowing good and evil. He
must not be allowed to reach out his hand and take also from the tree of life
and eat, and live forever."
Then again God says, “You
both are banished from the Garden of Eden. Now go.” We walk and he follows. I
didn’t look at Adam for fear. We walk for a long time. My body hurts as never
before. Sharp stones cut my feet.
When
we pass all the parts of the garden familiar, we come to a thick wall of trees
with a massive golden gate. We pass through the gate and walk onto a hilly
countryside like nothing I’ve seen. There are trees here and there, but they
aren’t as green or healthy as the garden’s. We turn around and look back. A
cherubim with a flaming sword flashing back and forth guards the gate; we
proceed out into this strange new world. There is a harsh dry wind to greet us.
I cry and cry feeling alone. God
doesn’t talk to us anymore. I lay in a hut Adam made for me and weep. Adam leaves me alone. I feel ashamed looking
him in the eyes. I learned too much by eating of the fruit.
I learned what it means to disobey
God. I learned the price of pride. I wanted to be like God, to know good from
evil. Now I know good from evil; before I only knew good. Evil is a terrible
thing. I learned the purpose of our creation is to glorify God and enjoy him
forever, and I hadn’t done that.
Months pass, and still I mourn for my sin. Suddenly, I remember something God said to
the serpent. It was a curse, but it was also a promise.
My offspring will crush the
serpent’s head. I still have work to do before I die. If mankind, the thinking
and talking species God created, is to survive I must give birth. The promised
one must be born to crush the serpent’s head and so fulfill the prophecy and
restore our relationship with God. There is a reason to live. Approaching Adam,
I take his hand and say, “There is hope.”
1 Genesis 3